Sunday, February 22, 2026
Mark Burgess - View from a Hill (2007)
There are a few versions of View from a Hill. It was originally published in 2007 by Guardian Angel, then later edited and republished in 2014 by Mittens On. My copy is from 2010 by Metropolitan and seems to be the original text. The first thing one notices is just how big the book is! It’s 555 pages with rather small print. No wonder it was subsequently edited, although the later version is still around 480 pages.
And unfortunately, this is a book that could really use some better editing. Apart from countless typos and some poor formatting, it’s just way too much. There are 65 pages about Burgess’ childhood and adolescence before he gets to the point of forming his first band, The Clichés. I cannot imagine who in their life is interested in that level of detail about which schoolkids and teachers were idiots in the early 1970s. I ended up skimming sections out of boredom.
Once he gets to the Chameleons, of course things get more interesting. I love reading about the origin of their classic songs and how the band navigated their music career through the many tricks and contrivances of the industry. Of course, reading about how thoroughly they got screwed over time and again is hard, but I appreciate that Burgess stresses to readers the important of good management. I always admired their independent-minded approach, although I’m sure it cost them quite a bit in terms of their reach and financial success.
Once the narrative gets to the Strange Times era circa 1986, it’s clear that Burgess wasn’t doing well, presumably from stress, but it’s unclear exactly what was going on with him. He describes some scenarios of blacking out and having visions, supposedly not caused by drugs. His relationship with his bandmates was disintegrating and he felt misunderstood by everyone. Somehow he got hung up on the idea of going to Israel, and he ultimately went and brought along Sally, a younger friend that later becomes his first wife. He spends 45 pages describing their time in Israel, where they apparently spent a few months having spiritual experiences and hanging out with Palestinians, until he panicked that his newfound friends might have nefarious intentions. They fled and returned to England, where Burgess finally seemed to be at peace and see things more clearly.
After a successful final tour of the USA with the Chameleons, he quit the band, although he doesn’t go into much detail about what exactly the conflict with guitarist Dave Fielding was all about. He accuses Fielding of being drug-addicted, mean-spirited, lazy, and financially short-sighted, but it really makes one wonder what the other sides of the story are. (Certainly Dave’s recent habit of leaving nasty comments on Mark’s YouTube videos doesn’t put him in a good light.) When the band ultimately reforms around 2000, there is conspicuously far less detail about that period, and Burgess lays the blame on their second breakup squarely on being ghosted by Fielding. Clearly Burgess’s relationships with drummer John Lever and guitarist Reg Smithies was better; Lever performed in Burgess’s subsequent band The Sun and the Moon, his solo albums, and early incarnations of ChameleonsVox, and Reg has joined a semi-reformed Chameleons in recent years.
The rest of the book is all over the place. Burgess doesn’t go into too much detail about The Sun and the Moon, his solo career, Invincible, or White Rose Transmission, only describing record label difficulties, some interpersonal struggles, and the occasional concert, but never describing songwriting or lyrical subject matter. He spends more time writing about renovating a rich Londoner’s Scottish manor, doing manual construction labor elsewhere in Scotland, hating the image-conscious culture of LA, working the Manchster City ticket counter, and contributing writing and design for the 1996 video game Drowned God. The final 30 pages are an extended treatise on metaphysics and politics. It’s a lot.
It’s hard to recommend this book. The sections closer to the music were great, but most of the else was tedious, obscure, or outright superfluous. I could never tell what Burgess really wanted to convey. I mean, his journal entry from 1986 on the state of affairs in Israel-Palestine is right on and just as accurate today, and back in 2007 I also thought that Germany handled their difficult legacy well. I no longer feel that way, but I still prefer the socio-political climate here to the USA, as Burgess did/does compared to the UK. But I would’ve been better off not knowing that Burgess edited a UFO newsletter for a while.
I’ll admit I enjoyed his description of the transcendent acid trip on a hill that inspired the great song and the name of the book, but did I really need the story about a young man’s unexpected encounter with a trans woman? I was amused that Burgess got into UNIX, but I wish he could’ve done better than describing every woman as beautiful and few other adjectives. I suppose that if, like me, you can’t resist reading this book, you should feel no hesitation or shame in skipping large sections of it.
Score: C
Friday, February 13, 2026
Wednesday / Bleary Eyed - Live 2026.02.09 Festsaal Kreuzberg, Berlin, Germany
Wednesday put out one of my favorite albums of 2025. I liked Rat Saw God (2023) but it didn’t rise above the tidal wave of shoegaze albums that have been hitting the shelves lately. (Yes, I’m aware that metaphor is dead.) Bleeds was another matter. The songwriting leveled up and the country touches hit just right and made for a truly unique blend.
Bleary Eyed also put out a solid album last year, Easy, which took their sludgy shoegaze and made it a bit more psychedelic and synthy. I was excited to catch them for free. I didn’t like that they just used backing tracks on stage, but I understand the choice, and it did add some texture. Otherwise, they laid down some heavy, thick layers of distortion. Naturally they didn’t quite have the same depth as on record, but that was easily made up for by the sheer weight of their sound. It felt great to move with their rhythms. However, I found the lead singer’s voice bland, and the second vocalist was unfortunately undermiked. The drummer leaned hard on his crashes, but they both fell over a couple songs in. Karly Hartzman ran out to right them, which was sweet. The Buc-ee’s t-shirt was weird, though. I watched Buc-ee’s take over in my years of visiting and living in Texas and I do not appreciate the owner’s right-wing politics. Anyway, I enjoyed the set!
[Bleary Eyed, with Karly Hartzman righting the cymbals.]
Wednesday initially picked up right where Bleary Eyed left off, again playing heavy shoegaze based on lurching, distorted guitars, but with the added touch of most of the lead parts coming from Xandy Chelmis’s pedal and lap steel. I didn’t realize those were his parts! Of course you can use the same sorts of pedals on those instruments, but I’d never seen it done before. But by the time they played “Wound Up Here (By Holdin On)”, the country side came out, and I appreciated the shift in style. There was far more shoegaze than country in the set, but I loved the way the two sides bled into each other.
Considering how many end-of-year lists Bleeds ended up on, they unsurprisingly played almost all of it, skipping only “Carolina Murder Suicide”. I suspect I wasn’t the only relatively recent convert in the crowd. They also played several cuts from Rat Saw God and a couple older songs for the more dedicated fans. “Elderberry Wine” and “Townies” both elicited great crowd response.
Karly expressed disappointment at the moshpit the previous night in Hamburg and hoped for a better showing on this night. Maybe she did a better job advocating for it, or maybe the crowd was just in the right mood, but one formed right in front of me and I formed part of the outer ring. They went hard. I rarely can handle being that close to the action, but I didn’t want to give up my perfect spot in the middle of the room, and I was feeding off the energy as much as the band was!
The band played really well. I missed MJ Lenderman, of course, but his touring replacement Spyder (Jake Pugh) was satisfactory. Karly’s voice was in good form, and for once I could hear it exceptionally well. (Maybe my position helped, but I think the sound crew were on point, too.) She said there would not be an encore and that they would just play straight through because the last songs put such a strain on her voice. I mean, they could’ve just done them as an encore, but whatever, it doesn’t matter. Somehow I knew they’d end with “Wasp”, a short, thrashy song that Karly screams through the entirety of. I’d normally find that too aggressive, but in that context, it kind of worked.
I had a great time, and the bands were a great fit together. Well done to whoever organized that!

[Wednesday. Note Karly’s bejeweled guitar as seen in the “Elderberry Wine” video!]
Setlist:
01. Reality TV Argument Bleeds
02. Got Shocked
03. Fate Is…
04. Wound Up Here (By Holdin On)
05. Hot Rotten Grass Smell
06. Candy Breath
07. Phish Pepsi
08. Twin Plagues
09. The Way Love Goes
10. Gary’s II
11. Pick Up That Knife
12. Quarry
13. Elderberry Wine
14. Bitter Everyday
15. Townies
16. Bull Believer
17. Wasp
Scores:
Bleary Eyed: B
Wednesday: A-
Wednesday, January 21, 2026
Niko Stratis - The Dad Rock That Made Me a Woman (2025)
So, naturally, what is dad rock? My first thought was the music my dad, or my partner’s dad, or any stereotypical, white, cishet, US-American father would listen to. Stratis admits to initially leaning the same way, but ultimately subverts expectations and goes based on vibes, specifically honing in on what she describes on her blog as “someone taking what they have learned, through time and skill and failure, doing their best to impart that knowledge as an act of communal guidance.” In that way, dad rock is whatever she wants it to be, and it transcends gender and age. It is perhaps no coincidence that my dad likes most of the bands cited in the book, or he probably would if he listened to them. Incidentally, they’re pretty much all white and cis. Then again, my own list of trans inspiration tunes is also very white and cis.
At any rate, it’s no surprise to find chapters on Wilco, R.E.M., or Fleetwood Mac, but the real treasures are the deeper cuts, like The Mountain Goats, Neko Case, and Sharon Van Etten (even if she mistitled “We Are Fine” as “It’s Alright”). I have to admit, I was especially surprised by Haim, Julien Baker, and Waxahatchee, all of whom are younger than Stratis (and, except for Este Haim, me). But viewed through the lens of artists that want to share the wisdom they’ve learned through experience, it all makes sense. There is a great mix of artists I already knew and loved, artists I sorta knew and now know better, and a few that were new to me. Because of the variety of subgenres and generations, that will probably be true for anyone interested enough to read it. She finally sold me on The Mountain Goats, she reminded me that The National did have a couple solid albums once upon a time, and she reaffirmed my love of “Fake Plastic Trees”.
I love the way Stratis combines stories from her life with stories about the bands and their songs, even if her personal connections to the music generally have more to do with alcoholism, loneliness, depression, and economic struggle than with explicit queerness, transition, or femininity. But that’s part of the beauty of it: Stratis becoming who she is today is a summation of all these things, and of course no trans person’s journey follows the same path. Surviving bullying, isolation, gruelling labor, and grief is how she became who she is now, and music is an ideal vehicle to carry her through it all. It’s a pleasure to hear her interpret these songs through the lens of the struggles she went through and share the wisdom she’s gained from them. And I like that she stuck to the bit and assigned a song even for the final chapter, which was mostly just acknowledgements!
Score: A-
Sunday, January 11, 2026
Chromatic Apparition - Zwischen den Jahren
I've released a new album! I've been sitting on it for nearly a year but it's time to share it. It's a sort of spiritual successor to Preserve the Absurd, which is to say it is improvisational and mostly instrumental. I don't know what it is exactly, but I like it enough to share it. I hope you like it too.
There are six tracks of varying lengths and moods, created with guitar, bass, ebow, drum samples, and lots of analog synthesizer. I started working on "Lorbeerblätter" in 2021 at the same I was making "Orbit" and kept recording bits and pieces as time, energy, and inspiration allowed. I'm happy it's finally out in the world.


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